when I first started making songs, I had no 'identity'. no style, nothing to represent me. back then, I made music from my phone and had -really- no idea what I was doing. so, by complete accident, I'd created a song that sounded nothing like I'd ever heard before. it had an almost ethereal chord progression, and the perfect break to back it; the melodies were off and the whole thing felt... wrong. yet, so right, like finding a tune never meant to be found, but made for someone, or something. I'd called it 'Place and Time', and from there, my early identity was born. that's where upd|ate! came from. all of my songs had this weirdcore quality, and I loved every second, even if my mixes were god-awful, haha. but over time, as I got better, that vision slowly drifted away. I had to focus on getting better, and that vibe disappeared. but it's back today. everywhere, yet nowhere.